I tried to identify love, deceit, trust, exploitation, care,....all those vocabulary which used to be said by the adults & they used to claim that those words wouldn't be understood till we get mentally mature.
I tried to find the identifications in their simplest forms. I found some. I missed the rest. I got confused. I got theories. Finally, I went mad, and I thought monkey's brain had been transplanted into my skull.
Let's blame it on my idiocy that I consider being me 20 years old, gives me no right to talk about emotions at the highest level which is love. Yeah, that type which ends up with marriage and a wedding ceremony, girl's dream, guy's sweet soar symphony. That kind of "key" -as people claim- for another life. Completely independent one. Just you and the one you chose.
As I got to college, I found out from stories I'd heard that the problem wasn't the absence of girls' prince charming nor the disappearance of boys' Angelina Jolie. They were talking about a whole other thing. They were talking about who should love whom first.
Society's traditions say: "Boys, who are so emotional and exposing their feelings, are silly. Guys, who keep their crush a secret, are fools. Girls, who show admiration, are..... 'bad girls.' Girls, who admire secretly, are maniacs." Apparently, society never gives a trophy to any of those. None of them is right, and who's on the "straight line" will always be a mystery. So, according to society, whatever you do, you'll be blamed. Cheers!
In my own poor point of view, we -girls- are not allowed to fight in battlefields. Why? Cause, we're weak. That's our nature. Yes, with training and exercises we may knock down dozens, but still our nature is giving us the merciful and caring trait. We're variable, like there is a type of girls who is so mannish, but in the end you'll find out, her actions are just to hide her weakness. Guys fight, cause they are brave. They are heartless (not completely). They are variable too. You may find out a father who cares for his daughter more than the mum does. But, in the end of the road "he" becomes "her" shelter whenever danger calls. I call it "Mother Nature."
You got lost, right? Promise this is the last time to write......or may be the one before the last....see, I'll try to bury my thoughts, just I ask you to try hard to stand me this time. What I meant by my previous "bumble" that love is a battlefield. You, my princess, is the land which "he" fights for. You, brave warrior, is the one who run miles to reach this land, to make it yours, to protect it from others and to care for it more than any other king. I always see the land (girl) is always at rest. She's waiting for the one who really wants her and who really cares for her. For the warrior (guy), I see he's the one situated in a tough choice; whether he win and celebrate his victory -marry the girl- or he dies with dignity -I mean if she didn't share any feelings, he simply let that little person inside of him (who loved this girl) die..... die and never come back-.
Dear people, boys and girls, the story will always be "dad loved mum & mum loved him back." It would really sound eccentric to say "mum loved dad. She proposed. His parents (your grandparents) agreed. YAY!"
Girls, you're a princess. You don't have to "act" like one, or try hard to "seem" like one, cause the princess of China is not identical to the princess of Britain. Both are beautiful, but they are different. There's no paradigms for "How To Be A Princess."
Guys, don't act like a teen-sensation waiting for your doll to come for you, love you for real and beg you to love her back. You're not a Barbie.
You are supposed to be searching for a good father/mother for your future kids and in the same time, a father/mother for yourself -in the far future after losing the dearest to your heart-.
Yeah, can I say something? Stop thinking about this issue excessively. It's like that time you wasted in high school when you kept thinking which college you'd go to. It's all under fate's control.
I tried to find the identifications in their simplest forms. I found some. I missed the rest. I got confused. I got theories. Finally, I went mad, and I thought monkey's brain had been transplanted into my skull.
Let's blame it on my idiocy that I consider being me 20 years old, gives me no right to talk about emotions at the highest level which is love. Yeah, that type which ends up with marriage and a wedding ceremony, girl's dream, guy's sweet soar symphony. That kind of "key" -as people claim- for another life. Completely independent one. Just you and the one you chose.
As I got to college, I found out from stories I'd heard that the problem wasn't the absence of girls' prince charming nor the disappearance of boys' Angelina Jolie. They were talking about a whole other thing. They were talking about who should love whom first.
Society's traditions say: "Boys, who are so emotional and exposing their feelings, are silly. Guys, who keep their crush a secret, are fools. Girls, who show admiration, are..... 'bad girls.' Girls, who admire secretly, are maniacs." Apparently, society never gives a trophy to any of those. None of them is right, and who's on the "straight line" will always be a mystery. So, according to society, whatever you do, you'll be blamed. Cheers!
In my own poor point of view, we -girls- are not allowed to fight in battlefields. Why? Cause, we're weak. That's our nature. Yes, with training and exercises we may knock down dozens, but still our nature is giving us the merciful and caring trait. We're variable, like there is a type of girls who is so mannish, but in the end you'll find out, her actions are just to hide her weakness. Guys fight, cause they are brave. They are heartless (not completely). They are variable too. You may find out a father who cares for his daughter more than the mum does. But, in the end of the road "he" becomes "her" shelter whenever danger calls. I call it "Mother Nature."
You got lost, right? Promise this is the last time to write......or may be the one before the last....see, I'll try to bury my thoughts, just I ask you to try hard to stand me this time. What I meant by my previous "bumble" that love is a battlefield. You, my princess, is the land which "he" fights for. You, brave warrior, is the one who run miles to reach this land, to make it yours, to protect it from others and to care for it more than any other king. I always see the land (girl) is always at rest. She's waiting for the one who really wants her and who really cares for her. For the warrior (guy), I see he's the one situated in a tough choice; whether he win and celebrate his victory -marry the girl- or he dies with dignity -I mean if she didn't share any feelings, he simply let that little person inside of him (who loved this girl) die..... die and never come back-.Dear people, boys and girls, the story will always be "dad loved mum & mum loved him back." It would really sound eccentric to say "mum loved dad. She proposed. His parents (your grandparents) agreed. YAY!"
Girls, you're a princess. You don't have to "act" like one, or try hard to "seem" like one, cause the princess of China is not identical to the princess of Britain. Both are beautiful, but they are different. There's no paradigms for "How To Be A Princess."
Guys, don't act like a teen-sensation waiting for your doll to come for you, love you for real and beg you to love her back. You're not a Barbie.
You are supposed to be searching for a good father/mother for your future kids and in the same time, a father/mother for yourself -in the far future after losing the dearest to your heart-.
Yeah, can I say something? Stop thinking about this issue excessively. It's like that time you wasted in high school when you kept thinking which college you'd go to. It's all under fate's control.
