My R-evolution

I was bleeding happily,

I was hurting proudly

I was selling hope for free,

I was chanting cheerful  glee

I was declining to fly overseas,

I was waiting for my dream to be seized

I was buying pessimism to throw it in the wild

Far away from my country's spring rise

I was a change in my small world

I was an inspiration in my poor home

I was a flooding wave of thoughts

Watering people's sterile talks

I was the hero I'd dreamed of as a kid

When I got older, I thought it was fictional a bit

Now, they are offering honor on my grave

While the family living over my tomb, are left to crave

I died for those to live

Not for you to sniff

I died without asking for a company

So why do I have roommates increasingly?

Oh, I died leaving you to the hopelessness

Oh, I died leaving myself to the bitterness

In a blur, I loved my country's revolution

And all of a sudden I underestimated my own evolution