Lost Identity

She went to search for herself 

The one she left on the shelf

The one she thought won't fit!

She said "Oh I gonna be brand new

with a smile and may be nice shoes"

She stared at the mirror and she saw the same

The same old her with no fascinating change

Not satisfied at all

She felt haters were around her home

She ran to the room and slept for a week

Refusing to hear a word or even speak

Pain was what she felt

She cried and she screamed

But no, she couldn't find any remedies

Her friends were around her bed

Some phone texting and other worried like hell

But only some felt her pain

Accessed her thoughts and got into her brain

They said: "Hold on! We are here!

We love the new you and the old you who disappeared

We are ready to take the scar

on our loyal hearts

But just your smile means the world

Open up your eyes and say 'I am strong'"

They said: "We are ready to take the risk

Use us for your aim

Even it will drive us insane"

She rose and cried in their arms saying 

"Where were you?

I searched everywhere but I didn't have a clue

I thought people look glorious and I am too

But I ran out of shine when I lived without you

With you my laughter was real

With them it is just showing teeth

May be they will call me beautiful

You know sounds cool from a celebrity

When I heard it a lot

I started to doubt

Did I make a joke out of me and I was the maid drove around?

I was addicted to how life glowed when they were next to me 

How much pride I felt when they invited me to their parties

Then I found I was the doll they liked to play with

They were the gang and I am the unwanted prey

But they loved keeping it for its beauty!

Now who I am? Hypocrite to get the fame?

Or a fan of life and its amazing cruel game?

But with you I can be back again"

They said "You are our queen whatever had been said"